John Barschow likes to start his mornings with a mimosa in his home in Minisink New York November 29, 2016.
John's desk in his home in Minisink, New York November 29, 2016.
"A little poison always helps me" John Barschow prepares for his day ahead of work with a shot of whiskey on November 29, 2016. 
Smoke break
"my art is different, its a reflection of me. I use this to clear my head and create a new life pretty much."
In his basement, John reflects on his life in music and the formation of his band with his siblings: Johnny and the Bee Hive.
Before heading to work as a bar tender, John tears up and reflects on his parents: how he is a "momma's boy" because his father was always strict with him and close minded to John's ideas and ethics. John has not told his father about being bi-
John Barschow, 24, hugs his mother before heading to his shift at the bar.
"My lucky dice, gotta add some spice to each day." On his way to work in Middletown, New York. 
"I love my job, I can drink more and I feel more free here" John says in regards to recently quitting his old job that he was working for about 7 years.
John loves "the party life" as he partakes in drugs, but recognizes that he "can't bounce back the same anymore." His friends and family have a growing concern for his health and safety November 29, 2016. 
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